

...I had a need, an animal need, to find
a place I had never been but which was
still, in some undeniable way, my home.
-Charlotte Wood
Phalaenopsis
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Moth
is what an apostle
of Linnaeus named it.
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But at this kitchen table
in this liminal hour, I am tired
of men's takes on nature.
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And Linnaeus, old spy
in your hothouse of flowers
you might have reconsidered
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this tendrilled upended genus
the profane yet prayerful
shape of it, if
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just before dawn
you knelt, as midwives
and lovers do
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before the rising body
of a woman, her
epiphytic mind, her
singular surging
muscle, the spreading
suspense of
her hips, haloes
around tendrilled lips
radiating: promise.​​​​​​​​
Nova Stella
for Lailah
Out of the blue lull
that can befall hard labor,
bestowing sleep
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I could tell that she was fully dilated
and pronounced her complete.
Whereupon she roused,
turned completely dilated eyes on me
and said with a glowing depth
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and more love than I have ever seen:
No one ever told me that before
and in a blinding flash and burst
of milky caul, her arms reached
down and caught
a daughter!
The Way Art Lives
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I see the small lives lost
in the making of your
voluminous silk scarf
smooth and soft
as newborn skin.
Its spun protein fibers
as resilient
and fine as hair.
It holds you
the way a cocoon
holds metamorphosis,
the way the pia mater
holds memory,
the way the amnion
in your loomed
womb held your
spinning son.
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Swedish pancakes
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should be tawny gold in color, gleaming with the fat
of whole milk from brown cows with calves in pasture and yolks like suns from farmyard hens;
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should be soft as satin yet latticed around the edges
from batter poured into a satisfied skillet
riding tides of butter to caramel rims;
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are richest made from colostrum, first sweet milk
at calving time, when everybody on the farm
rides tides of common good.​
Out among the grass and thistles
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cows graze between the rune stones raised
to honor noble deeds, making milk.
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Even the white chickens upon whom
so much depends, embody importance and
dwarf my laying of vowels, consonants,
the daily churnings of a scavenging mind.
As if feeding a hunger that can't be controlled
I toil every waking hour and even in sleep
to crack the mystery of how gravel in a crop
can grind grain, grubs, insects, dust
into something noble and whole.
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